Consistently Inconsistent.

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Apr 05
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Dec 08

morning elegance

love love love gema ward

Nov 28


Tonight was unplanned and extraordinary. Exhausted and missing a nap that was previously planned for my Friday evening, I ditched my awaited nap to unexpectedly learn something new. Those thoughts are mine. I’m not going to “bleed” how I feel ….as a friend often tells me I am. I’ll feel how I feel and I’ll be contempt with it. I will let it scratch uncomfortably while crawling underneath the surface.

Deal with it. Just stop it.

I won one bet against another and myself… why can’t I beat a bet only against myself? I absolutely can.

Nov 26

Patience, I am learning all about you.

Patience, I am learning all about you. Never have I ever not gotten what I wanted. I always think I know someone. I ignore every initial instinctual feeling to run away from someone when I know I need to. I keep putting my hand in a fire I know will never burn out.  I need to build a wall of books between others and myself. Empathy, fantastic concept. A fantastic concept that is incredibly irrational.  

Nov 15

finals finals go away come again some other day

i want to be there «««——-

Nov 11

Excuse Me Mr.

I want to do this by myself..

There is this constant feeling whenever I am some place or being with someone. This feeling of always wanting to be with someone else or somewhere else at the same time. Life is changing quickly for me now and new thoughts for past behaviors consistently rush through my head. Second guessing myself is something I do best.  Stop it.

Nov 10
Nov 08

"Know you’ll be a star in someone else’s sky"

 I am going to try and paint this…



 «—- amazing

Sep 29

I better get my Ph.D…that is all I can think about these days.

Bits Of Wisdom: Love is grand; divorce is a hundred grand. I am in shape. Round is a shape. Time may be a great healer, but it’s a lousy beautician. Never be afraid to try something new. Remember, amateurs built the ark, professionals built the Titanic. Conscience is what hurts when everything else feels so good. Talk is cheap because supply exceeds demand. Even if you are on the right track, you’ll get run over if you just sit there. Politicians and diapers have one thing in common. They should both be changed regularly and for the same reason. An optimist thinks that this is the best possible world. A pessimist fears that this is true. There will always be death and taxes; however, death doesn’t get worse every year. In just two days, tomorrow will be yesterday. I am a nutritional overachiever. I am having an out of money experience. I plan on living forever. So far, so good. A day without sunshine is like night. If marriage were outlawed, only outlaws would have in-laws.